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The Penny Collector

by Carrie Elkin

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1.
New Mexico 04:39
Oh the light Full moon upon us The ancient world The coyotes cry The dogs are running now My heart is racing now My body’s pacing now But we’re all in stride I can feel the drums inside I can hear the buffalo I can feel the uprise I can hear the Spanish cries On the Pueblo This is my New Mexico This is where my battle cries This is where my father died This is how the falcon flies This is where my poet lives This is where my feathers rise This is where the wreckage lies This is where I first came alive On the Pueblo And I can hear the heart beat In everything around me And I can hear the heart beat In everything around me Now the time has come Both our worlds have spun I’ll take some sage from yours And leave you light from mine I’ll lay the head dress down I’ll pray to St. Jerome That my wings won’t fail me now When I fly back home From the Pueblo
2.
What is he afraid of said the moon to the sun For we both rise and fall It’s a breath each day and its his for the taking So here’s a red ribbon lest he forgets That home is a waiting the porch light is on His wife is in bed and it’s late And he’ll lay beside her but he won’t touch her He thinks she’s sleeping But she lies there awake Thinking home is where the heart is But he’s aways on the run He’s always on the run And she gets to thinking About the kids she been teaching About the Raramuri Indians And how they’re always on the run The reservation down there Is rough and it’s dirty The trees have been cleared And the cattle are dead And the land is tired And the young kids are drinking And the drug lords have moved in And the elders are thinking It’s been four hundred years And we’re always on the run We’re always on the run We’re just trying to live We ain’t hurting no one Said we ain’t hurting no one She wakes early as the clouds burn away She’s crawls out of bed without seeing his face She don’t know he been crying She don’t feel that he shakes Cause his mind has been racing with what’s coming today The children are waiting And the songs never done And there’s no time for loving It’s just run run run Show herself to the world Show the world that she can Show the world that she’s grounded, the birds eat from her hands And the moon starts to fall And the sun starts to rise And they meet in the middle for that breath in the sky And he opens his eyes says the work is never done And he calls for his wife but she’s always on the run The reservation down there Is rough and it’s dirty The trees have been cleared And the cattle are dead And the land is tired And the young kids are drinking And the drug lords have moved in And the elders are thinking It’s been four hundred years And we’re always on the run We’re always on the run We’re just trying to live We ain’t hurting no one Said we ain’t hurting no one
3.
Albatross 03:53
Oh cicada gonna make make me scream It’s like a hurricane pissing on a summer’s breeze Been raining so hard I can barely breathe Blame it god and the stormy sea Albatross gonna make me sing With my mother’s voice and my father’s wings I’ll carry the burden of a thousand things Blame it god and the unforeseen Oh dear devil gonna make me lie In a field of grass with a fire so high Where you can’t forgive what you can’t survive Blame it on god Blame it on god Blame it on god Bridge: And oh my child come and rest your weary head you must know the time will come when it all comes round again it’s hard to tell when it’s all just been too much We’re resilient though i guess time will do the rest Sleep oh sleep gonna make me dream When you catch a little something in the in-between Where the moon and the sun dance endlessly Blame it on god and the days first ring Albatross gonna make me sing With my mother’s voice and my father’s wings I’ll carry the burden of a thousand things Blame it on god Blame it on god Blame it on god
4.
It was just a month ago When my body failed me My body failed me Then I received a phone call From my daddy His body failed Him Too What are we to do? It was like the sky fell All around us All around us And a billion stars They lost their brightness We lost our brightness It was so dark It was so Dark It was like the candle It burned from both ends I tried to stop it Then It lit my chest up I poured my heart out I felt so much love And then the birds came They took my dad away It was so quiet Then The world just came alive My mama came alive My brother came alive That’s how my daddy lived The birds they wanted him They knew he’d help them fly
5.
Crying Out 04:53
When then lights are off I need a man to touch I need my back to bend I need a heavy hand I need a book to write I need a gentle fight I need a day gone by I need the dog to bite Chorus: But I’m lonely now I know it’s hard for you I know you know what to do But I know it’s hard for you When the lights are off I hear a ringing bell I hear a sweet farewell I hear the poet fail I hear the birds of night I hear the unwon fight I hear my mind gone wild I hear an unborn child Chorus When the lights are off I’m in a strangers dress I’m in a beating chest I’m in an empty nest I’m in the bluest note i’m in a boat alone I’m a girl that’s been thrown and I’m on the telephone and I’m crying out oh I’m crying out oh I’m crying out I’m crying out I’m lonely now I know it’s hard for you I know you know what to do But I know it’s hard for you
6.
Live Wire 03:33
She’s daddy’s little girl She’s daddy’s little girl She’s daddy’s little girl She’s a real live wire A real live wire A real live wire She’s daddy’s little girl She’s a real live wire Chorus: It’s a wicked world With wicked games But living scared Ain’t living anyway It’s the way of the world With all its thrills A life half empty Is a Life half spilled She grew up brave She grew up fast She grew up loud She never looked back She never looked back She joined the carnival Til the wild got weird And she ran back home Chorus She climbed through windows She sailed through school She swung both ways Just to break both rules She’d break the rules If the rules weren’t true With her daddy’s forgiveness In her own rear view Chorus She’s daddy’s little girl She’s daddy’s little girl She’s daddy’s little girl She’s a real live wire
7.
Tilt-A-Whirl 04:44
I remember the rodeo I remember the tilt a whirl I remember the carnie girl And I remember her dare She said step up and get it Five chances to win it I threw the balls in the bucket And I turned away So full of fear now Come to me dear now Cover up your ears now And I’ll play you a song I remember the beer flowed I remember the bar stools bowed I remember the stage smelled of sweat and rage I remember his voice some It’s like a ghost in the back of the yard It’s like a ghost screaming up to the sky As the birds they preyed Chorus: We were young then We were brave then There were no rings then There were just songs And though we cried some We would still fly some We would still fall some But we weren’t afraid I remember the snow fell I remember the clear sky I remember his brown eyes And I remember his grace It would be the last time Or maybe the first time That i knew i loved him But I couldn’t stay So full of fear now Come to me dear now Cover up your ears now And I’ll play you a song Chorus
8.
My brother said she’s the one my brother said she’s the one What’s a girl to do with all those scars what’s a girl to do with a hatin’ heart What’s a girl to do cause so much pain what’s a girl to do when she shares our name My brother said she’s the one my brother said she’s the one What’s a girl to do when she hates her ma what’s a girl to do when her pa is dead What’s a girl to do got two grown kids what’s a girl to do with a life like his What’s a girl to do he controls her so what’s a girl to do when she can’t grow old What’s a girl to do find another man what’s a girl to do run as fast she can My brother said she’s the one my brother said she’s the one What’s a girl to do when she out of love what’s a girl to do well she just give up What’s a girl to do done made a mess whats a girl to do she’s gone i guess What’s a girl to do when she walks alone whats a girl to do aint got no home what’s a girl to do ain’t got no home My brother said she’s the one my brother said she’s the one my brother said she’s the one my brother said she’s the one my brother said she’s the one
9.
Niagara 05:10
Back when she was a girl She’d visit Niagara, it was the top of the world And she’d dream of diving straight over the falls When she was a girl And oh, the mountains they called When she saw the sage, she thought she’d figured it all So she gave up the bible for crystals and stars The mountains they called Chorus: Oh oh oh ...it’s like the wind just blew in Slapped the years on her skin It all happened so fast She wants to go there with grace It’s hard to go there with grace Then she built a nest On 300 acres, from twigs and unrest So deep in the forest that time might forget She built a nest Chorus Bridge: The Grace, of a little girl The Grace, in an open world Grace, of a path that’s been paved Grace of an altered plan Grace with her own two hands Grace, as if moments were saved Chorus Oh, she settled down As though the wind let the feather fall safe to the ground When finally the needle found the hem of the gown And she settled down Back home Oh, back home Oh, back home
10.
Many's the time I've been mistaken And many times confused Yes, and often felt forsaken And certainly misused But I'm all right, I'm all right I'm just weary to my bones Still, you don't expect to be Bright and bon vivant So far away from home, so far away from home And I don't know a soul who's not been battered I don't have a friend who feels at ease I don't know a dream that's not been shattered or driven to its knees But it's all right, it's all right We've lived so well so long Still, when I think of the road we're traveling on I wonder what went wrong I can't help it, I wonder what went wrong And I dreamed I was dying And I dreamed that my soul rose unexpectedly And looking back down at me Smiled reassuringly And I dreamed I was flying And high up above my eyes could clearly see The Statue of Liberty Sailing away to sea And I dreamed I was flying We come on the ship they call the Mayflower We come on the ship that sailed the moon We come in the age's most uncertain hour and sing an American tune But it's all right, it's all right You can't be forever blessed Still, tomorrow's going to be another working day And I'm trying to get some rest That's all I'm trying to get some rest
11.
Lyrics inspired by the book of Matthew The eye is the Lamp of the Body When your eyes healthy Your whole body Will be full of light Will be full of light When the thread touched the needles head I knew I’d have clothes to wear I saw the light touch the light It touched the light

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It’s hard to pigeonhole The Penny Collector, stylistically. It lives in a similar musical realm as Patty Griffin and Brandi Carlile, straddling the Americana/Roots, Folk, and Indie Rock worlds where meaningful songs meet the fierce-yet-fragile voices of powerful women. Producer Neilson Hubbard (Garrison Star, Glen Phillips, Ben Glover, Ryan Culwell) beautifully captured that power without losing the delicacy and nuance, draping Elkin’s vocal performances in swathes of expressionistic electric guitars, velvety strings, and primal percussive heart beats, always leaving the focus on the story and the story teller.

The Penny Collector is about ushering in new life and honoring old life. It’s about standing in that sacred space where the celebration of life meets at both ends. In June of 2015, Elkin learned of her father’s terminal condition with pancreatic cancer, cancelled her tour schedule, and went to Atlanta to be with him through the last month of his life. Caring for someone that close with you, holding their hand through the exposure of that final phase of life, was an incredibly powerful experience, heart wrenching, but also precious and beautiful in its connection. And it was magnified all the more by the fact that Elkin was simultaneously going through the fertility process, and preparing the emotional fields for planting new seeds.

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released March 10, 2017

Produced by Neilson Hubbard

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Carrie Elkin Austin, Texas

Carrie Elkin is one of those rare artists with a tidal wave singing voice, and a stage whisper writing voice that brings you to the edge of your seat, emotionally. Like Patty Griffin or Brandi Carlile, she straddles the Americana, Folk, and Indie Rock worlds, where meaningful songs meet the fierce-yet- fragile voices of powerful women. ... more

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